Prehistory: He makes an attempt to kill me and this happened right after that.
You tell Joaerh, 'I'll give you an advice.'
Joaerh tells you, 'I'm all attention.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Just becouse I'm in good mood..'
Joaerh tells you, 'Becouse?'
You tell Joaerh, 'Do not hunt me.. your lose you time *smiles* but its just and advice.. you may continue surely.'
Joaerh tells you, 'We'll sssee.'
You tell Joaerh, '*shrugs* it was just an advice.'
Joaerh tells you, 'Of courssse. *licks his mouth*.'
You tell Joaerh, 'You're funny bird.. I like such.'
You tell Joaerh, 'May be later we'll be a friends.. but now I have another business.'
Joaerh tells you, 'And you're nissce prey. At leassst, you do not dissappear at nowhere once your guild is attacked.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Prey?'
Joaerh tells you, 'Who else do you expect to be, elf?'
You tell Joaerh, 'Ghm.. I'm not a prey.. but I allow you to think so for some time..'
You tell Joaerh, 'But not forever, okay?'
Joaerh tells you, 'Pray to Morgion and maybe he will give me a sign that you should not be a prey.'
You tell Joaerh, 'I always liked birds.. and you're much more than just a bird.. you're funny bird.. even speaking..'
Joaerh tells you, 'Bird? Why not "lizard"?'
You tell Joaerh, 'And even speaking about Gods.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Lizard? Pfff... dats offending word... isnt it?'
You tell Joaerh, 'I prefer to call you as bird.. dont you mind?'
Joaerh tells you, 'I am reptile, not a bird.'
You tell Joaerh, 'I thought you'll say that you're almost a dragon *chuckles* but okay.. you're reptile.'
Joaerh tells you, 'Dragons are reptilesss, too.'
You tell Joaerh, 'But allow me to call you as bird?'
You tell Joaerh, 'Please.'
You tell Joaerh, 'I wont tell it noone.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Only for me?'
Joaerh tells you, 'Until I cut your elven tongue off, you may call me whatever you like.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Okay, bird.'
You tell Joaerh, 'You're funny, you're great!'
You tell Joaerh, 'Thanks for wise conversation!!'
You tell Joaerh, '*smiles*.'
----> Pause.
You tell Joaerh, 'Bird *smiles* I forgot to ask.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Do you have friends?'
Joaerh tells you, 'Important quesstion for you? Think of ways of preserving your elven life?'
You tell Joaerh, 'Ghm.. you're too wise.. It's just a question.. becouse all creatures have friends.. why you think i'm trying to do it.'
You tell Joaerh, 'You may have them.. you may not.'
You tell Joaerh, 'So?'
You tell Joaerh, 'Actually.'
Joaerh tells you, 'I do have sssome alliesss I can rely.'
You tell Joaerh, 'If you dont want to speak - just tell it *smirks* and we wont.'
Joaerh tells you, 'And these allies can rely on me, too.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Allies?'
Joaerh tells you, 'Well... If "allies" does not mean "friens" for you, could you explain what do you expect from a friend? What does thisss word mean for you?'
You tell Joaerh, 'No.. they arent friends.. I meant friends.. thoose whom you can tell your problems.. whom you can ask to give you an advice..'
Joaerh tells you, 'Advisssce?.. People who give me advicesss I do not need aren't the people I would call friends.'
You tell Joaerh, 'No.. you dont get me right.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Friends do not GIVE you an advice.'
You tell Joaerh, 'They are thoose ones whom you can ASK for advice..'
You tell Joaerh, 'And they wont turn back.'
Joaerh tells you, 'But what for I would asssk for advice I do not need?'
You tell Joaerh, 'Bah.. seems you're too young..'
You tell Joaerh, 'Life is cruel thing.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Right now you're sure that you can kill almost everyone.'
Joaerh tells you, 'Life is pleasssing thing, yesss, you're right.'
You tell Joaerh, 'And you dont need friends and advices.'
You tell Joaerh, 'But it may happen so that you'll lose part of your skills or spells or something else.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Anything may happen.'
You tell Joaerh, 'You even may lose.'
You tell Joaerh, 'And even may loose part of your strenght.'
You tell Joaerh, 'I can say more!'
Joaerh tells you, 'And I will need the advices then? I would prefer reliable allies the time this happens.'
You tell Joaerh, 'You even can loose favour of your God.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Allies?'
You tell Joaerh, 'Allies are allies only when they need it.'
You tell Joaerh, 'And friend are with you forever.'
Joaerh tells you, 'Did you call me young? Hehh... Child, do you ssstill believe in eternal friendsss?'
You tell Joaerh, 'Well.. seems your childhood was too hard..'
You tell Joaerh, 'Yes I am.'
Joaerh tells you, 'If there are tough-minded morons who would be the friends of a person, whatever happens to him... I believe there are such people... Then they are the last people I would need as friendsss.'
You tell Joaerh, 'And I still didnt disappointed.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Hah!'
You tell Joaerh, 'Not all of thoose you met may be your friends!'
You tell Joaerh, 'I agree it's at least just stupid to call everyone you met as your friend.'
You tell Joaerh, 'This world is cruel.'
Joaerh tells you, 'You did not get what I sssay, it seems.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Ghm.'
Joaerh tells you, 'Suppose you're right. Suppose there is a person who would be my friend forever if I want to. Whatever happens to me in my "cruel" life.'
You tell Joaerh, 'I got you.. but seems you're sure you wont find such?'
Joaerh tells you, 'So, I call this person a moron... And do not his friendssship.'
Joaerh tells you, 'Do net need it, do not like it, do not bear it.'
You tell Joaerh, 'But why?'
Joaerh tells you, 'Because I do not like moronsss.'
Joaerh tells you, 'And a person who is ready to devote his life to a friend who has lost everything is moron.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Brrrr.. you call thoose who will help you in any bad situation as moron?'
Joaerh tells you, 'Of courssse no. I call morons the people who are ready to help others when there's no hope this will repay.'
Joaerh tells you, 'In any way.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Hope is always.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Thats the last thing you're loosing.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Before you'll die.'
Joaerh tells you, 'I prefer to rely the estimations, not hope.'
You tell Joaerh, 'And even you're loosing it in the same time with death..'
You tell Joaerh, 'Ghm.. you're making me confuse.. I'm trying to explain but the more we're speaking the more I understand that much more easily to explain to blinded one what is red color.. hehe..'
You tell Joaerh, 'You must try to find a friend.'
You tell Joaerh, 'And you'll understand what I meant.. for sure.'
Joaerh tells you, 'I mussst only one thing, it'sss defined not by you.'
Joaerh tells you, 'To ssserve my Queen.'
You tell Joaerh, 'What for?'
You tell Joaerh, 'What she did that you must serve to her.'
You tell Joaerh, 'She wont get this World in any way!'
You tell Joaerh, 'Dats absurdity!'
Joaerh tells you, 'Many nice things, but you, kind elf, will better underssstand if I say that my birth became possible due to Her.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Bah.. visit the library!'
Joaerh tells you, 'Although for me there'sss more important reason.'
Joaerh tells you, 'Library? Heh... What do you know about me?'
You tell Joaerh, 'She allow you to be only for your service!! But you ARE now.. and its only up to you what to do?'
You tell Joaerh, 'Why you want to serve?'
You tell Joaerh, 'She isnt in our world.'
You tell Joaerh, 'So live.'
You tell Joaerh, 'And live for youself!'
Joaerh tells you, 'Because my estimationsss say there is no other power in Krynn that may not only conquer it but alssso keep it forever.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Wrong.'
Joaerh tells you, '*laughsss* Well, name the other one?'
You tell Joaerh, 'Why you choosed this "goal" ?'
Joaerh tells you, 'Light? Don't make me laugh, once they get true power, they will start fighting each other.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Why you cant just live? Without any hate.. you even dont know why you hate me..'
Joaerh tells you, 'Order? Or Chaos? They exist only due to each other, once one of them wins, it loses the aim in its life.'
You tell Joaerh, 'And I dont know..'
You tell Joaerh, 'We born much more later...'
Joaerh tells you, 'Tower? It cannot control even the minds of its own mages.'
You tell Joaerh, 'And why you should follow some words on decaying scrolls?'
You tell Joaerh, 'What is Tower?'
You tell Joaerh, 'Its just a school.'
Joaerh tells you, 'Right, right.'
Joaerh tells you, 'That's why you can't hope it will conquer everything and remain.'
You tell Joaerh, 'And why you think it want to?'
You tell Joaerh, 'Darn its primitive logic..'
Joaerh tells you, 'I do not think ssso. I jussst tell you that there is only one power that can do thisss. The Queen's Army.'
You tell Joaerh, '"I must conquer or I will be enslaved".'
You tell Joaerh, 'Dats not your thoughts.'
You tell Joaerh, 'And I even doubt you believe in it..'
You tell Joaerh, 'But you have it in your blood..'
You tell Joaerh, 'So I call you to think about it.. this way will lead you in nowhere..'
You tell Joaerh, 'She is using you as meat.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Aye.. just a meat.'
You tell Joaerh, 'You'll die.. and she even wont say "Thank you" near your grave.'
Joaerh tells you, '*laughs* Meat? Why do you call my servissce being a meat?'
You tell Joaerh, 'Because its service.'
You tell Joaerh, 'You cant do what you want.. you cant even think about anything else except her goals..'
Joaerh tells you, 'Once I die, I need no "thank yoo" from anyone. And beforehand... I have everything what I want to have. Death, decay and fear are around me... And you are too elvish to undersstand how pleasing thisss could be.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Look at me.. I'm free! Do you know something about freedom? I can do what I want..'
You tell Joaerh, 'And you cant..'
You tell Joaerh, 'Fear?'
Joaerh tells you, 'You can do what you want? Isn't it the ssame as "you want only what you can do"?'
Joaerh tells you, 'Have you ever tasted elven blood?'
You tell Joaerh, '*laughs* I dont afraid of you.. you're funny.. but you're still trying to be so evil..'
You tell Joaerh, 'What for?'
You tell Joaerh, 'Nectar of flowers is tasty well.'
Joaerh tells you, 'But nectar is jussst a nectar, that's all... And blood tastesss like victory, and might, and power.'
Joaerh tells you, 'Have you ever seen your enemy vomitting his guts out?'
You tell Joaerh, 'Pfff.. I'm sure dats bad thing.. but I'm not afraid of it.'
You tell Joaerh, 'If anyone will encroach on my freedom I'll burn even his guts.'
Joaerh tells you, 'I do not ssscare you. But before you saw that, you know nothing of true emotionsss... "Freedom" *laughs*.'
You tell Joaerh, 'But.'
You tell Joaerh, 'But..'
You tell Joaerh, 'But! It will be in future.. at least I'm young and still trying to get all powers of elements...'
You tell Joaerh, 'But its going well.'
You tell Joaerh, '*chuckles*.'
You tell Joaerh, 'And about emotions.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Who, darn, said that true emotions are only when you see guts?'
Joaerh tells you, 'Well... You value freedom that high, right?'
Joaerh tells you, 'Sssso you respect the others' freedom, too?'
You tell Joaerh, 'Sure!'
You tell Joaerh, 'I even respect your service.'
Joaerh tells you, 'Ssso... You are no one for the others. And they are no one for you.'
You tell Joaerh, 'But I cant understand what for you do it.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Ghm.. well.. you're almost right.. but I do not recognize them as enemy..'
You tell Joaerh, 'Just they are..'
Joaerh tells you, 'Heh, I remembered now.'
Joaerh tells you, 'There is really another kind of emotions which could be as powerful as a feeling of victory, or enemy's death...'
Joaerh tells you, 'I've completely forgot of them...'
You tell Joaerh, 'Really?'
You tell Joaerh, 'May I ask you which? *smiles*.'
Joaerh tells you, 'Because the only need of these emotions is to force you to produce children.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Goddamit! And its you, who're talking about childrens?!'
You tell Joaerh, 'You know your mother?'
You tell Joaerh, 'Or father?'
Joaerh tells you, 'Why do I need to know them?'
You tell Joaerh, 'I'm almost sure you remember only your egg!'
Joaerh tells you, 'Calm down.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Aye.. surely you cant understand.. you never seen them.'
Joaerh tells you, 'What if I even saw them?'
You tell Joaerh, 'Thats already a thing.. thats already a harm that your queen did.'
Joaerh tells you, 'By the way, I was talking not only about parental emotions, but mossstly of those you call "love"/.'
You tell Joaerh, 'You know what is "love" ?'
Joaerh tells you, 'I've heard thhhhat word... That'sss your reassson to think that seeing you'r enemy's guts out may not be the mossst powerful of all emotions.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Well.. there is the different..'
You tell Joaerh, 'Suppose you saw others guts..'
You tell Joaerh, 'But you never loved another bird!'
Joaerh tells you, 'Although, thisss is surely wrong... But you, freedom-liking creature, will never free your own mind enough to feel that... You will always regret and blame yourself for your enemy's death, and all pleading emotions will be bittered.'
You tell Joaerh, 'How can you even compare?'
You tell Joaerh, 'Again wrong.. I solved already this question for myself.'
You tell Joaerh, 'I dont need another blood to be happy.'
Joaerh tells you, 'Happy? Isn't it synonimous to "love"?'
You tell Joaerh, 'But I burn everyone who will try to break my happiness *grins*.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Not exactly.'
You tell Joaerh, 'You may be happy without love..'
You tell Joaerh, 'You may love somebody and dont be happy.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Thats hard to explain.'
You tell Joaerh, 'You must feel it.'
You tell Joaerh, 'At least try to..'
Joaerh tells you, 'Happiness means all your desires are sssatisfied?'
You tell Joaerh, '*smiles* Nope.. its too selfish..'
Joaerh tells you, 'Then I do not understand what does this mean.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Happines its.. its when you can make other happy.. its when you waked up and can see the Sun and nothing cant prevent it..'
You tell Joaerh, 'When you dont must to go and kill, kill, kill..'
You tell Joaerh, 'Happines its Life!'
Joaerh tells you, 'Sun is something you like... and the others... You describe boredom.'
You tell Joaerh, 'And life for youself and perhaps your children.. who knows? *winks*.'
Joaerh tells you, '"Life for myself" includes "go and kill, kill, kill".'
You tell Joaerh, 'Aye.. you see the Sun only through the prism of goals of your queen.'
Joaerh tells you, 'If there would be no Queen, I would choose someone else to serve... Or jussst was killing for myself.'
You tell Joaerh, 'And Life too.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Well.. Its hard to show you all great thing only with words..'
You tell Joaerh, 'If you want to open for youself something new.. you must try to live not by killing evetyone you met.'
Joaerh tells you, 'Some of the things you can't show me because I am not programmed to devote my life to reproduction.'
You tell Joaerh, 'It doesnt mean you must live as I described.. but you can try.'
Joaerh tells you, 'And that /is/ freedom.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Aye.. I heard about it.'
Joaerh tells you, 'While you are free only to choose the better father for your children,.'
You tell Joaerh, 'But I'm sure magic can help you *smiles*.'
Joaerh tells you, 'Help? *laughsss* help yourself... I've heard about elven women who did so.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Not only your queen can do miracles like you are.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Yep?'
Joaerh tells you, 'Narin isss one of I know.'
You tell Joaerh, 'And what happened?'
Joaerh tells you, 'She became lich.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Wow.. exclusive thing.'
You tell Joaerh, 'And where she is now?'
You tell Joaerh, 'I meant.. It..'
Joaerh tells you, 'I do not know.'
Joaerh tells you, 'But unlike you, she now knows what is /true/ freedom.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Aye.. freedom in Abyss?'
You tell Joaerh, 'I doubt.'
You tell Joaerh, 'But nor you neither me cant know that.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Let she will be just a history of this world..'
You tell Joaerh, 'So.. Its time to leave for me.. but I hope you'll think about my words.. or who knows, you'll try to? *smiles* Anyways I wish you luck.. even if we'll meet on the battlefield.'
You tell Joaerh, 'Farewell..'
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